Goal 1a, 1b ,1c, 2 scratch that back to goal zero

So currently I am er directionless...thats right, a person without a path, one of life's many orphans. Upon revealing this tidbit of my life im bombarded with all sorts of Dweyry ,Robbins-like self help advice about bringing my life into focus, rethinking, meditating, goal setting , nothing that a lil bit of spirtualism or franklin covey cant help ladad ladad ladee, its as easy as a list!
."Find your passion!", oh if only it were so simple.
I have too many passions
seriously
I can get interested about virtually anything from politics to quantum mechanics, philosophy to comic books, architecture to film,
but not enough passion to go around to dedicate my life to, arghhhh vent arhh spew
it wouldnt be so bad if I didnt feel like time was fleeting by me , im grasping at a passing youth when it is still before me

Passion is something that "moves" you right?
move, move, what moves me
that exhilrating feeling of moving, motivation , that feeling that makes you feel like your soaring at least 4 feet above everybody?

Brainstorm:

Being in a speeding boat/car
A great movie
Music
Discovering a new idea
Grasping towards the immpossible
seeing people win revolutions


But then there is one idea that moves me not necessarily in a good way but an actionable way,

the fact that human lives are largely lived unfullfilled,

so many good moments yet we receive so little to time to enjoy the good moments, like tiny tiny slivers our life! I MEAN A MINUTE MINISCULE AMOUNT!!!,
of course there are those who are lucky enough to be able to enjoy their lives fully, the wealthy, the supremely famous and revered, but lets face it , not everyone has that chance to enjoy a good amoount of their life on the important moments,
But why should being wealthy or famous be a qualification!, to be able to enjoy most of our 60 -70 years living well. Why people dont think this is one of the greatest problems in human life is beyond me, its as if people actually believe that their value intrinsically have no right to enjoy life, it is merely a luxury for the lucky. And teh amount of people who are living through their 9-5s , who are we kidding here?!

perhaps when i figure out how to conquer this hurdle for myself ill have a something that ill be able to think about changing for more than one person

but right now
it makes my blood boil
great my passion is one which actaully by default gives me no direction

sigh

back to zero